It feels really weird missing someone you never met but I do. All the years I was following Nicky on Instagram she was talking about making a gallery of memories on there and it's been lovely to dip in and out of over the last week - it was a good plan! Riding a positive wave, living life to the full and filling our lives with adventure and experiences. I'm off to do just that and should I ever have to face what she did I hope I do it with as big a smile and as much honesty as Nicky did.