For so long after my diagnosis. I’d wake up in panic, anxious. Until I “met” Nicky on Insta. From them on I’d wake up and watch Nicky’s stories, and I always felt better, at ease, watching her joy helped me find my own. I miss her stories, I miss her excitement for life, her smile, just everything. I wish I could have met her. Sending love to her lobster, Alex, her family and friends.